Sometimes you learn a lesson. And you relive it and it’s in your brain and mind and you know this lesson. But truly understanding it and applying that lesson and habit and being the living lesson takes active practice and consistent awareness. It takes a shared experience and a concious effort to be realistic with goals and limits to establish a habit.
At least for me.
And so sometimes it takes various errors and making mistakes and working together with others or just continuing to be in growth within one’s self.
Releasing and letting go over and over again. Healing over and over again.
Unlinear, constant learning. . until you stop.